I was a terrible receptionist

I Was a Terrible Receptionist

I’ve held a variety of positions, in a number of offices, some of them tolerable, none of them desirable. My least favorite of all was always receptionist. Want to drive an intelligent person completely insane? Make them work in an office, and chain them to their desk while you’re at …

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You Make a Difference – My Kindergarten Teacher

That well-known saying, “Everything I need to know, I learned in kindergarten,” is mostly true for me. Except, everything I needed to know, I learned from my kindergarten teacher throughout my adolescence. My adoptive family came to me one day, when I was six, and asked me if I wanted …

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I Got Lemonade for Valentine’s Day

I’ve never officially celebrated Valentine’s Day. I have always considered it a corporate holiday meant to impose artificial standards of love, and sexist gender norms, upon the masses. I do, however, love roses and chocolates, but I get those whenever I feel like it. I also get the unconditional love …

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How Bill Murray Changed My Life

Where I’m From Growing up in an abusive foster home really did a number on how I viewed the world. After I graduated high school at 17 years of age, and left “home,” I got a full-time job and an apartment with my boyfriend, a man in his mid-20s. I …

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Tarot Journal – If you want to be successful, you’ve got to get real.

Your Value Lies in Your Uniqueness I asked the cards, “WHEN will I make a substantial income from my online businesses?” The answer I got went deep. The “Politics” card, featuring a man wearing a mask, attempting to charm and deceive. He’s a politician, giving the people what they want, …

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How can I relieve anxiety?

Today’s question for my one-card reading was, “How can I relieve anxiety?” The answer, fighting. My first response was a defensive one. Oh the irony. I thought, my husband and I don’t fight (which is me in denial, of course we do – although it usually ends with us blaming …

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Give It 100 – Day 2 – Will My Online Businesses Be Successful?

We all wonder if our ventures will turn out as we hope and plan. Today, I did a one card reading. I asked the cards, “Will my online businesses be successful.” The answer was a resounding, YES! The Osho Zen tarot book says, “Because of your willingness to accept recent …

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